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As I type this, the temperature, as described by meteorologists, is "in the single digits" and the wind chill is even lower. Odd or not, the sometimes biting winter air has never been a deterrent for me. No matter how cold it is, you will never hear me longing for a warmer clime. As a friend always reminds me, I was the insane one when we were children who was never intimidated by sub zero temperatures. She recalls, as do I, me standing outside at night trying to hose down the driveway so I could create an ice skating rink while she waved from the light of a warmly lit window. Somehow the hose never froze and somehow after several applications, I was soon out there skating with a record player on the ground playing Tschaikowsky waltzes. (my dear friend was still waving and cheering me on from the window even when I hit an unfrozen patch of blacktop!) When I remember those nights, or the days playing for endless hours in the snow and walking back from skating on the pond at dusk, there is no recall whatsoever of being miserably cold.





Last night, I set out to take some pictures of the rising moon. I understand that it's proximity to the earth combined with crystal clear skies make it the best time of the year to do so. Aside from appearing beautifully large and unusually pink, it had a veil of thin clouds gently passing directly over its center. Timing is always vital in photography and nature as a subject by its "nature" never waits for us to be ready. Nature is candid only once. While trying to drive and find the perfect vantage, and attempting to capture the perfect shot through slivers of winter branches, the pink moon turned yellow, the clouds continued on their course past the moon and I suddenly realized that in the process, I couldn't feel my fingers anymore. What happened to the hearty constitution of childhood? What happened to my immunity to less than comfortable temperatures? Basically, I was freezing, that was the sobering reality.
These last few weeks, In the midst of re-designing the studio, I discovered some files from a session this past summer. I actually mentioned that I would add more photos to the Last of Summers Light entry and was inevitably distracted by other events, other sessions and the holidays.
It is however, perhaps perfect timing to find and add these photos now, just a little later than promised and yes, out of season. With snow for some and frigid temperatures for all in the northeast, both conditions are obscuring the still distant sight of spring. These photos, in a comforting way, reminded me of summer's warmth. I still love winter and each season in it's time and I will be determined to face the cold without gripe. However, as is so in life lessons as well, it is good to draw from the invincible summer in the winters we face, be it trial or hardship or loss. it is good to be reminded of the existence of warmer days when life can too often seem dark and cold and even capturing the light of the moon is out of our reach.
"In the depth's of winter, I finally realized that deep within me there lay an Invincible summer"
- Albert Camus





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